Tuesday, December 12, 2006
I wish I can a lot of money and go shoppng(retail therapy), tour(scenic onces), or move out and stay on my own.
But at the same time I cannot do it because of all whom I care so much. Sighz........ I'm always wondering, asking myself, what have I done to deserve this.
Everyone likes to nag, scold, critisize, but never like to listen properly to what I have to say. :(
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Before that, I went shopping with Chiawling. She was kind enough to bring me to Bugis and showed me the place where she bought some really nice blazers, nice enough for both work and play!
Here are the pictures!
Left: Our team (L to R: Ben, Me, Ramon)
Sunday, November 26, 2006
We went out to celebrate Pop's birthday at Jumbo(The RiverWalk) last Sunday. Dear was also around to spend the day with us. :D Yup, as usual, I took some pictures.
The people. :P
And the most important of all, the CAKE! :D
That's me outside the container. And no I wasn't trying to look cool, but the Sun is terrible! Look at the next pic!
See the heat? I'm burning there. See that well defined shadow? BLEAH.. HOT
Well, the only good thing was that we had good lunches and dinners everyday! Drooling already? :D Well, this is just part of it. :P
My cosy bed... Not the best but sleepable. :D
And this is the view of my room for 2 weeks. :)
Friday, October 27, 2006
Anyway, sorry to those who called me but I can't meet you. I can't talk properly and not so nice to meet you when I'm not well.
Oh well, I'm recovering and dearie is coming tonight at 10pm! YEAH.................
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Anyway, we were playing with their camera phones and as usual, I stole the pictures from Chiawling with permission. Hehehehe. As you can see, the pictures are more or less modified to her blog. I don't have the pictures lar, so no choice but to copy. :D
I thought I look quite... Good here? I don't know if she touched it up or it's just me. :P:P:P:P:P
This is the group of us who went. Clockwise: Ramon, Chiawling, Me, and Andri(Whose face is cut off)
Estee joined us later that day. But I already left when they took this second picture. :P For those who know me long enough, I'm not a night person. :D hehehehe...
Left to right: Chiawling, Estee, Andri and Ramon.
Maybe I'll go to Clarke Quay again another day. Got a lot of good restaurants there. Heee...
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Pictures courtesy of Chiawling. I grabbed it from her blog. Hahaha... Opps, sorry...
I have a wonderful weekend!
Sat, we went to East Coast with mom and Dear. Meet my good colleagues there. Ramon, Chiawling, Boon Hong, Waty and many more. Somehow, thanx to the host of the day, I was saboed to be one of the team leaders to the telematches. I must really say we played very well!We played that catepillar chair game, memory game, tug of war and dog and bone. We won the first 2 games, came in 2nd for tug of war(we played against the logistic people, no way to win man... and they were all MEN! Sheesh...) but lost the dog and bone(all don't know how to play) Haha... Anyway, we were overall champions! Heee....
Mom had a good shoulder massage there, I was busy enjoying East Coast Park with Dear. And playing with my colleague dog. :D
After the whole event, we headed home to shower and head down to Suntec for Daddy's company event, family movie. Hahaha.. We watched Miami Vice. Was not a very fantastic movie. Didn't enjoy it much. Not recommended...
Evening, went for dinner with Sishi, Yan ying, Christon, Cuilin and boyfriend to celebrate YY's birthday. I don't have pictures for that yet. So will post it later when I have it. ;)
Friday, September 08, 2006
Monday, September 04, 2006
Arrived KL at 11pm, was 1 hour early but dearie was already there waiting for me and welcomed me with his warm arms. *I like the feeling... * Went home (his place) and he had his oyster omellete (I bought from Newton, he likes it) with his Dad and Sis while I was having my shower. Had a good cold sleep.
Somehow I woke up with multiple eyelids! ARGH!!! Oh well, no choice. Had mee hoon kway for lunch. YUM... :D And we headed for Port Dickson! Haha... I don't know why by the time we reach our hotel it was 5+pm. :P ok, we did some hotel hunting there. We settle at Guoman Hotel. Was really the nicest hotel there. The swimming pool was great. And because this was quite a last minute decision to go swimming, I had to buy a cheap swimming suit. haha... Not very ex lar, normal price I think. About S$30 for the swimming tankini top and beach shorts. We had sooooooooooooo much fun swimming and playing with water. Hahaha... :P
Was quite late when we left our room for dinner. Went to the hotel restaurant to see the buffet, but the spread was that fantastic and was quite ex. RM67+++ per pax. So we drove out and found a seafood restaurant. Got quite a lot of people, so thought it would be quite good. We ordered couples meals. Only RM60 for 2 of us. We had steamed crab, butter prawns, stir fried lala, top shell in thai salad, stir fry fish fillet in spring onions and fried sotong. Yum! Was so much... And yet we ordered pizza hut. Haha... That was for our supper/breakfast. Went back to the hotel to watch Lake house on DVD. Hmmm I feel asleep after that and he continued playing Resident Evil.
Woke up late on Sunday again! Haha... We played a little table tennis and whacking each other. Haha... We later went to the beach for a walk. Had ice cream there too. And checked out of the hotel. He then drove me to Sungei Wang to buy my make up box for my freelance make up assignments. And went home for more crabs! haha... His dad is a great cook! Was yummy, comparable to that in any seafood restaurants. hee... Poor Robbie cannot eat, he will probably choke himself. But we did shared durians with Robbie. Haha... Poor boy, got to get caged up for a while because he will bark at the baby who's visiting her grandparents. Hee........ She always look different whenever I see her. Not sure if it's the same baby in the first place. Haha.. :P
Friday, September 01, 2006
Monday, August 28, 2006
Afternoon met up with Wanxin and we just walked aimlessly around Bugis. Haha... So many things, so many nice things, but I can't wear them. Still too fat, though I'm told I've lost some weight. Sighz. Sad. Will work harder! Haha... :P Oh, I bought a pinkish-red top. Wanxin thought was really nice on me, then when I showed my parents, they had no comments. So sad. haha... :P
Sunday was another like busy day leh. Sighz. Woke up quite late, all my meals were pushed back by like 4 hours! Haha... Went out with my parents to Toa Payoh(as usual), then go see cars... Hohoho... Like no nice cars leh, maybe I'm still dreaming of my BMW. Hahahahahaha.... Anyway, we popped by Parkway to buy my Manilulur body scrub from Indonesian Jamu Shop. Sells all Indonesian stuff. The scrub is so cheap! 3 tubs for $10! It's on promotion. But even when not on promotion, it's only like $5 per tub. Yet to try it out!
Evening met up with Chewpeng. Went to NTUC, supposed to buy chocolate chip cookie ingredients, we ended up buying the ready mix. Haha.. so lazy us. :P Was not too bad lar. The first few trays were too soft and chewy that it's all broken. The second one, double chocolate chip, looks nice and good. I haven't tried them. :P Will tell you later lar. Hahahaha...
OH! Yesterday marks the end of my detox program. The results? Very much more radiant skin and 3 KG lost! WOO HOO! Hahaha... Oh well.................. Time to maintain and lose more weight to wear nicer clothes! HA!
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Wanxin with my birthday present!
Well, she got one for herself too! A cat version. Ha! What's new about her? hehe... Cat woman. ;)
Well, you know cats and dogs don't match. They will fight! I was just trying to stop them from fighting further.. Oh well, I guess the owners got to take control. ;)
Ok, so we, the owners of our "pets", decided to make PEACE. ;) Just the two of us.
Oh, and this picture is taken for me to practice smiling without showing my teeth while I'm haivng braces. Haha.. Not that bad right? ;)
Haha.. okiez, adios for now! ;)
Monday, August 07, 2006
Sometime ago, about last month lar, not too long ago, I finally received my very late birthday present from my dearest best friend in my heart Wanxin. A very cute personal alarm which don't look like a personal alarm. It looks like a stuffed doggie key chain! Haha.. I will post the photo up when I'm home and not lazy. ;)
And yes! I finally took off for 2 fruitful days after my long awaited comfimation of my job. So congrats to me. ;)
I spent the 2 days celebrating my Dear's birthday! Happy birthday my Dearest. I hope you like all the presents! We spent such good quality time hunting for best deals for the present. haha.. Oh well, I enjoyed the time spent together. We then spent Friday, Saturday and Sunday on our way to Langkawi with Dearest and his family! Family outing huh. Hee.. I think I shall write on the next post or something. Am getting alittle lazy at the moment! lolz...........
Oh yah, those of you going to KL and might be interested in a goooooooooooooood massage or spa like treatment, head down to The Curve and look for the shop "Urban Retreat". It's going to be open somewhere in October! Recommended by me won't go wrong one. ;)
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
I just finished my 6 days grooming course, did a fondation of skin care and total body grooming (should be getting a cert for that), and am doing a nutrition course at the moment and will be going for my cert in nutrition too! I guess I feel like I'm into this and I enjoy doing it. Anyone can come and ask me about them and I will be happy to help out in anyway. Maybe sometime in the near future, I'll give a talk about it. ;)
Monday, June 26, 2006
After watching the salsa competition at Palawan last night, I felt immediate alienation and inferior complex. I felt like a fat bull among the countless swans. That goes without saying, all the lady contestants were so hot and sexy. I pathetically look down at the salsa shoes I was wearing, and looked up at all those socialling and competiting when they're so new to salsa. I'm not even half there. I don't know if it's self pity, but I felt so sad. Some old friends, when met, it felt nice that they remembered you, but some just simply forgotten you. It's like you're no longer needed. I think the problem could be me. There's nothing to do with another people. Maybe this scene is no longer for me or I'm just waiting my someone to get me going. Else I guess, I've to see other options of interest perhaps.
Life has been tough. It has always been for me. Though graduated and should be happily working, yet I still feel sad. There was no time for me to do so many things. I have yet to continue my piano, cook for at least my mom, learn all about make up and skin care, find the time to effectively shed off some pounds and tone up.
Now also got to live up to parents expectations and some future stuff. I'm just so tired. I can't find happy things here expect whenever I'm overseas. This is nuts I know. It feel like it's going to tumble down one day and I wonder who is going to be there when it comes.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Monday and Tuesday was pretty stressful. Was rushing an assignment for my boss to bring over to demo to our client. Yesterday was the date due. I'm glad that I finished it on time. I'm feeling satisfied and got good comments! Woohoo! Happy happy...
Will now concentrate on job, my skills, exercise, friends and my baby. Hmm is that too much? :D
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
I'm stressed everyday. Not enough sleep, work tiring. Got this to do, got that to do.........I'm going to break down soon.
Perhaps the good thing is I will be getting away for a while to my usual break away place, KL. Hopefully I can sleep more...
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
I made a good buddy happy yesterday. Pheli babe had a slight new change on her blog and she's so happy. I feel so happy too. :) That makes me feel like revamping my boring blog site too. :D
Hmm, the reason I'm jogging, yeah... partly because I want to lose some weight, but not working lar. Don't know why... But also because I will more energetic at work. If I don't jog in the morning, I feel very very tired and sleepy. So.. Yah, it's sort of a kick start to a good day.
Just so happened that I was having a bad time at work... And I want to learn so many things. I isolate myself for a while but I couldn't so I vented out frustration on innocent people. It took some time before realising it. But damage is done, everything's fine now.
Wonder why they say life is full of ups and downs? That's why lar... BLEAH
Friday, May 26, 2006
Thursday, May 25, 2006
I've already plan for the future. I want to look good on that special day. I want flawless skin, shapelier body and good health. Classes do not end earlier, but I want to try to rush things.
Why time is never enough? By the time I reach home, it's almost 11.30pm. Just because I said, "You are so bad", and the child's saying, "Don't want you then you know" it all wraps up a relationship?
Sometimes I wish there's more time for me to do everything. But no... time is NEVER enough. People says, "I don't have time to exercise". This saying is true, given the kind of schedule I have. I really don't have the time in the day. So, I wake up at 6am to jog for fitness. I really don't want to put anymore nonsense saying in my head. It has enough. Already I don't have sleep. I don't want to think about this.
I'm waiting for a time where I can spend a loving lovely time at Redang like some enjoyed. Sounds romantic...
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Heroric Mom came to the rescue and KILL you damn cockroach. So big somemore. :s
Another boring day... I need sleep... :(
Thursday, May 11, 2006
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Saturday: in KL! hehehe... I had a sinful weekend! I had soft shell crab for lunch, marmite crab and salted egg crab for dinner! YUMMY!!! Thanx DEAR. I feel so fat. :P
Sunday: Had ban mian for breakfast... YUMMY! Went up to Genting and went to the Mushroom farm. Rain, so stayed in the hotel a while and watched movie. :D So funny, coz we brought our own DVD and DVD player to watch movie. :P Genting Theme Park was packed! Gees... So we didn't go and play. Had a really good dinner at Gohtong Jaya. Had prawn mee cooked in Malaysian style, fish and veggies. So YUMMY again! :D At night, we to the Indoor Arcade. Wanted to go to the Indoor Theme Park for the Labour Day Promotion, only RM12 per entry after midnight, but I was too tired. :P
Monday: Morning, woke up and got dressed and we went for breakfast at the hotel. Nothing much left. Prefered the Ban MIAN. Hehe... :P Anyway, we went to the Outdoor Theme Park and wanted to take 2 roller coaster rides, but I suddenly felt like a chicken. Dare not sit. :S So ended up playing the Gold Cart. Hehe.. Very fun! Slowest racer around. :P
Had lunch at Mushroom farm before we headed for home where I got to pack and get ready to leave Malaysia. :( Watched one last movie at home before I left. Sad...
Tues: Morning-Jog for 30 mins then worked then collect my stuff in the evening.
Wed: Morning jog 30 mins. then work and went for a talk.
Thurs: Morning jog for 30 mins. Now working. Tonight got class. :D
That's all from me!
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
For the birthday SMSes
For the birthday wishes
For the birthday call
For the birthday note
For coming and the first to greet me
My dearieeeeeee of course. =)
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Lets see, last Thurs and Friday jogged non-stopped for 30 mins. Sat rest, Sunday swim for an hour unknowingly. Monday stomach pain, no exercise, yesterday, jogged 35 mins non-stop, this morning jogged another 35mins non-stop.
Hmmm... but why is my weight not going down?!?!?!?!?! Sad... :'( But on the brighter side, I'm more alert at work. :)
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Fats BURN BURN BURN... Wah haha...
Anyway, I was amazed by this news I read in today's Straits Times. "JC student commit suicide because he was convinced that his private parts were small." Sheesh... To make things worse, he was from top JC and good in his studies that he can take S papers, got girlfriend and mother support. Hai...
Guys, pls don't do such silly things ok?
Friday, April 14, 2006
Monday, April 10, 2006
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Forgot to put Mom's HP back in her bag. :( Got scolding. :(
Web maintainance girl came in to take a picture of my new colleague to be put up on the Company's intranet. And he has to write a short introduction about himself.
Me? I don't have ANYTHING! Guess not really wanted in here. A contract job, not given leave, have to take NO PAY leave if I want a day off, no orientation given.
Monday, April 03, 2006
HMPH! I'm healthy ok! I went swimming for a good 40 mins non-stop yesterday and jogging this morning! :P
Sunday, March 26, 2006
I had thoughts about us going to Wild Wild Wet together and doing the things we always do as one.
I saw us going everywhere in Melbourne together and always laughing, smiling, holding and were so loving.
I saw us going around your country together as happily.
I saw us going around Singapore and spending time at home happily.
Then Daddy came in. Then I woke up. Then I realised I was dreaming. I cannot stop thinking about you. I wish there can be a way to cultivate a little more faith and trust in me. I don' want to dream anymore.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Got scolded again.
Got tears running again.
Got the call again.
Got the same question again.
Got to answer the same question again.
Got to get another answer.
Got accused for giving that answer.
Got accused for not giving love.
Heart pain... Wish I can jump and end all miseries.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Ever since I started my "healthy" lifestyle, by eatting healthy and exercising, I am now NOT able to snack at all. The consequence? A VERY BAD STOMACH PAIN which feels like gallstone. :( I don't even know now if I'm having that.
It started with Sat, had a little light black glutinuos rice dessert (Oh Ju) with very little coconut at 4pm. Then at night, I suffered a stomach pain. It wasn't too bad as I took po chai pills. The same thing happened on Sunday, I had an indian donut, the pain came back again at night. :( Took po chai pills and everything was back to normal.
Monday. Nothing happened because I didn't snack. Tuesday. I started to have stomach pain after having some gummies at 2pm. :( Too stress started to eat a little, then pain. :( The pain got worse at night. Didn't subsize until I sleep. :(
Why why why? Am I really not able to enjoy what I use to like to eat? :( So sad. The only good thing is that I will eat less rubbish. :(
To tell you the truth, I'm scared... Really scared... :(
Friday, March 17, 2006
It wasn't as boring as what some people describe. Perhaps because it's my first time listening to this, so it isn't that boring. Learnt some stuff from my boss too.
I guess today has been an ok day so far lar. My mood is much better. I'm feeling fatter again. Had some biscults for tea. :P hungry lar. :(
Anyway, I hope to maintain my healthy lifestyle lar. That way, I'll be more energetic than ever! Yeah!
Thursday, March 16, 2006
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you’ve given me the will to survive
When we’re hungry...
love will keep us alive
Don’t you worry
Sometimes you’ve just gotta let it ride
The world is changing
Right before your eyes
Now I’ve found you
There’s no more emptiness inside
When we’re hungry...
love will keep us alive
I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do
I was standing
All alone against the worlk outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you’ve given me the will to survive
When we’re hungry...
love will keep us alive
When we’re hungry...
love will keep us alive
When we’re hungry...
love will keep us alive
Am now moving on to a new hobby with my girlfriends shopping and chatting and doing all the girls' stuff that guy's ain't suppose to know. And I know certainly that I have some talent in it. Am approached for some tips and advice before. Perhaps the girls think that I have some sense in colours and knowing what's best for our own pocket.
But... I don't know why I always seems so wrong for myself. I don't know what's best for myself. I always land up myself into the kind of things I LAST hope for. All I hope for is to improve myself and making myself looking like one of those beautiful people you see on the streets. I know I am not one... YET. But I'm moving towards that goal.
It would be easier for me now to support myself because I'm so blessed with beautiful and caring people around me. Got myself a good job. Dolling up and improving shouldn't be too difficult.
Yet I feel like I'm suffering. My eyes continuously feels sore, my heart feels that I will never achieve what I'm hoping for. My mind tells me that it's silly to feel that way, but how can you tell my heart not to feel that way?
I need to rest...
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Still did the 200 crunches, 30 squats, 20 pushes ups and some hula hoops on Sunday and Monday. Don't whether can remedy the lag or not. :P
Anyway, I had a fun filled weekend! Meet up with my poly girls on Sat for Marlisa's engagement party. Marlisa was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO beautiful. And Cuilin was so HOOOOOOOOOOOT HOTHOTTTTTTTTTTTT. :D We headed to Taka for dinner where we met Sishi... Had a good dinner and had a really good time chatting. You know, girls talk. :D
Tried going to the IT show on Sunday but when Chewpeng and I got to the bridge leading to Suntec, there was a JAM! Human JAM! And it wasn't moving. :S So... We ended up at Sim Lim Sq and got the stuff Chewpeng needed. After which we went to do some "shopping". :D I don't think I can really say it here. But anyway, I ended up seeing things that I like! Am now thinking about going back to actually buy them. :P We did a lot of things lar, like dinner and looking at beauty products. :D What to do when you have 2 girls shopping together. :D
I love it, like an all girls weekend. Hopefully I will be able to job tonight! :P
Friday, March 10, 2006
PHEW! 2 consecutive days of exercising! My legs are pretty sore now. Haha... I went jogging on Wednesday for 20 mins only. Enough to KILL. Hahaha... Yesterday morning woke up at 6.50am to do 200 crunches, 20 push ups and 30 squats, 20 mins of hula hoop. Jogged for 20 min, 75 crunches, 10 push ups and 20 squats in the evening. Woke up this morning at 6.40. Did 100 crunches, 40 squats, 20 push ups and 20 mins of hula hoop. My body is feeling all sore now. Haha.. but I'm feeling all awake! Woo hoo! I think I will continue this healthy lifestyle.
I wonder if it's healthy. :P
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
What is going on with these murderers? Don't they know the consequences? They know it's a crime and yet they do it. They try to run away, but come on, I think the Singapore police are not stupid. I'm quite glad to have such a justice force, they solve the case quite quickly and swiftly.
I feel so sad for the little 2 year old. So young and innocent, and have yet to experience more fun things at her age. And the KTV boss, shot when his wife and daughter in the house. How horrible is that? Sighz...
I believe that even the biggest problem that makes you feel like hurting something can be solved in a calm and diplomatic way. No need for violence. Hai... Going to continue my work now. ciaozzz
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Well, Saturday was really a hectic day. Well, not really hectic lar... Woke up at 9am, and went for a swim from 9.10am till 9.50am. Hopefully some calories were burnt. Had a light brunch and waited for dad to view houses starting from 2pm. Had a little hoo haa during this time... Eye sores etc...
Dad liked a place at Balmoral and I personally feel that it's an exclusive residential area but not exactly to my liking because the MRT is still not within walking distance. Have to take a bus down to Orchard. :( So... Anyway, the places that we saw were all around the area. The price is quite a rocket and I felt that it was not worth. It's not near market nor MRT. Finish viewing at almost 4++++pm.
Went home to rest and talk to someone special. Going to KL this Friday. :D Don't say again. :P Anyway, I met my dear JC sisters, Kaili, Doreen and Yana. We had dinner together at Breeks. Food was not too bad. Had individual presents from Yana to make it a sisterly necklance. :D And had present from Doreen, belated Xmas. *faints* :D Walked around AMK, bought girly stuff. Was so nice meeting them again. :D
Sunday was a more hectic day. Though woke up at 9am, was not enough for the marketing at 9.30am till almost 10.20am to view another house at 10.30am and went to look at other house. Love the concept of an apartment at Lincoln Road, but was too small and too expensive. :(
Attend a meeting with my parents, and continued the journey to looking at house again in the evening. BIG PLACE, but hell loads of renovation to do if we were to move in. :( No perfect place. Sad...
Ah... that's the weekend lar...
Friday, February 24, 2006
Did routines of 200 crunches, 30 push ups and 30 squats on Wed, 200 crunches, 30 push ups and 40 squats yesterday. Haha... Did these and made me a little tired. :S haha... I thought a few more times of routines I should be able to do the routines together with swim or run(which I planned lar.. haha) I wish I'm one of those who have high metabolism rate to burn all the fats and stay slim and sexy. hehe...
However, life is short. Spend a great dinner with my mom last night. Didn't eat till the brim though. We shared a bowl of "La mien", steam fish, veggies and steam dumplings. Not bad huh. And the food was good. You know those from Crystal Jade? Yeah, that one. All the portions were small and shared between my mom and I.
Am going out with my mom again tonight, to a company's dinner which she is invited to. I think it would be quite fun... The theme is Retro, and the DJ and host is Venetta Lopez of Class 95.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Monday, February 20, 2006
Monday: dinner then 15 mins swim
Tuesday: dinner then 30 mins swim
Wednesday: dinner then 1 hour swim
Thursday: dinner then 1 hour swim
Friday: dinner then 1 hour swim
Saturday: Morning wake up, breakfast, see house (maybe), lunch, rest, dinner with Yana, Doreen and Kaili!
Sunday: Morning 1 hour swim, see house, lunch, enbloc meeting, dinner
Everyday includes calling my one and only. :D
Friday, February 17, 2006
Here it goes:...
A single stalk of rose - "Love at first sight" or "I still love you"
A single rose (any colour) - "Simplicity & gratitude"
3 roses - "I love you"
7 roses - "I'm infatuated with you"
9 roses - "We'll be together forever"
10 roses - "You are perfect"
11 roses - "You are My Treasured One"-
12 roses - "Be mine!"
13 roses - "Friends forever"
15 roses - "I'm truly sorry"
20 roses - "I'm truly sincere towards you"
21 roses - "I'm dedicated to you"
24 roses - "Forever yours"
25 roses - "Congratulations"
36 roses - "Remembering our romantic times"
40 roses - "My genuine love for you"
50 roses - Unconditional love
99 roses - "I will love you all the days of my life"
101 roses - "I'm completely devoted to you"
108 roses - "Will you marry me?"
999 roses - "I love you till the end of time"
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Some hate it...
Some simply LOVE it whether you're single or attached.
Before I start my studies in Melbourne, I used to go out with my best friend Wanxin and celebrate this special day together. We weren't attached then but nevertheless, we like that day a lot. We will have a meal together and buy flowers for each other and sometimes exchange presents. :D And I still keep those flowers till date. Of course the flowers have been dried. She did the same to those flowers as well. My other best friend Chewpeng, we will always exchange presents too. I never throw or give away things that are given to me. So, my collection of things has accumulated over the years.
Now that I have completed my studies and started work, it's a little more challenging to how we can keep these. Wanxin's working too. Chewpeng's studying. Chewpeng did asked for a date. And at that time I already had a date with the beautician to do something for my scars. :D OOps... We ought to meet soon. I miss those days. :D
Then my mother went to cancel it at the last minute to spend the dinner with me. :D So mother and daugther went out on a Valentine's dinner. :D We had pomfret steamboat. Was not that fantastic. We ordered a yam basket too but tasted like yucks. :S Maybe we ordered the wrong thing. :S
Before we left the steamboat restaurant, we met our neighbour with her son. :D Seems like the singles valentine were well spent with parents. Hehe... I love it.
The thing that made my day was an early morning msg from my dearest dearie. Went to the office with a happy feeling and later feeling SO SO So tired.... :S The programming for the day had kill some of my brain cells. :D You see, I'm a lousy programmer. Still learning. And so much more to learn.
Oh, one nice thing happened yesterday too. Left office half an hour later to see how my collegues start up the system, which I had a small part in, in my boss' laptop. Was a nice feeling. My boss said if the system is able to set up in his laptop, he would demo it in HK today to their potential client. Sounds good right? :D
Though Dearie couldn't spend Valentine with me on the actual day, he made up by coming over the weekend to spend a preValentine which I enjoyed very much. Had a simple dinner, walked around AMK, esplanade and East Coast. And later did what we enjoyed most... Watching a movie at home together. Hee...
Oh well, better get back to work. ;)
Thursday, February 09, 2006
I'm just feeling depressed today. Seems like whatever I do is NEVER right or make my parents happy. In a way, I'm feeling useless and stupid.
At work, I feel so DARN dumb. :( Seems like I'm a very slow programmer compared to the other programmer in the team.
Seems like I didn't regain any confidence at all over these years. The fear of losing and failing is still there. :(
On the bright side, Dearie is coming over this weekend to spend an early valentine. Well, that's my happy thoughts and something that makes me feel good.
Monday, February 06, 2006
Anyone out there hope there's an IT tech but not implemented do let me know. :)
Back to learning the rest of the codings. :P
Friday, February 03, 2006
Anyway, currently, my dearie is in Singapore with his parents for the CNY holidays. We went out as a family for dinner on Wednesday and yesterday. Couldn't join them in the day because of work. :S Malaysia has he whole week off. So lucky right? :( Anyway, I will be gong up to KL tonight and will be back on Sunday night.
So... here's just a short update lar. I'm really sleepy now. :P
Friday, January 13, 2006
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Spent hot and romantic Christmas in Penang with him, spend most of my time with his family all in different shopping malls. Hee... And no I didn't shop a lot. Firstly, I didn't bring a lot of money, so bought a pair of shoes for new year and his mom gave me 2 tops as gifts.
Spend New Year's eve with his friends at his friend's new house. I would say it's a nice clean gathering lar. Not something very weird. I like it. Came back on 3 Jan and attend Kam's wedding, who is now in honey moon at Cairns, on the 4th.
The first thing I did when I came home was to pack my house. It's in a mess. To make things worse, my brother had crashed the computer system. Seems like cannot really fix the problem. Sighz.. My computers just won't listen to what I what it to do. So sian sian sian... :(
My house has no furnitures now. I'm almost done with my room. Can start meeting up with more friends. hee...
Have to send my resume to companies soon also. NO money! Sad..................
Anyway, the up side is DEARie is coming to Singapore! I'm happy happy happy! haha... :P
Ok lar, I want to wash up and watch TV. Will try to blog soon.