Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Stress. very stress

I haven't been having time for myself. Everywhere around me is stress from all walks of life and relationships. Stress everywhere.

I wish I can a lot of money and go shoppng(retail therapy), tour(scenic onces), or move out and stay on my own.

But at the same time I cannot do it because of all whom I care so much. Sighz........ I'm always wondering, asking myself, what have I done to deserve this.

Everyone likes to nag, scold, critisize, but never like to listen properly to what I have to say. :(

Thursday, December 07, 2006

GovernmentWare 2006

As some of you may know that I was involved with an exhibition at Suntec called the Government Ware 2006 from the 21 Nov to 23 Nov. Basically it was about systems that the government use for security and other security systems. It was really quite a good experience knowing about the so many products available in the market. Good eye opener.

Before that, I went shopping with Chiawling. She was kind enough to bring me to Bugis and showed me the place where she bought some really nice blazers, nice enough for both work and play!

Here are the pictures!


Left: Our team (L to R: Ben, Me, Ramon)



Left: Peiling, a chio bu and me.
Left: Joris and Me



Left: Ramon and Joris
Of course we did our work. :P

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Daddy's birthday

This post is kinda late but never the less... It's better late than never!

We went out to celebrate Pop's birthday at Jumbo(The RiverWalk) last Sunday. Dear was also around to spend the day with us. :D Yup, as usual, I took some pictures.

The Food!




The people. :P


And the most important of all, the CAKE! :D

Sattahip 31 Oct to 10 Nov

Wooooooooooooo Been a longgggggggggg time since I last blog. I shall start with writing about my Thailand trip. As most of you know that I went to Thailand to work. Basically my colleagues and I went to Sattahip, a shipping dock to implement an RFID system there. It was ok working there, but not the weather. It was scotching HOT!!! I shall now let the pictures speak for themselves. :D

That's me outside the container. And no I wasn't trying to look cool, but the Sun is terrible! Look at the next pic!





See the heat? I'm burning there. See that well defined shadow? BLEAH.. HOT



Well, the only good thing was that we had good lunches and dinners everyday! Drooling already? :D Well, this is just part of it. :P

My cosy bed... Not the best but sleepable. :D

And this is the view of my room for 2 weeks. :)

Friday, October 27, 2006

I'm down with...

a flu and tonsilitis(Is that how you spell it?) since Wednesday. No I didn't play until I fell sick. I think I caught it on the coach when I was coming home from KL. It was raining and the aircon was at full blast. Damn...

Anyway, sorry to those who called me but I can't meet you. I can't talk properly and not so nice to meet you when I'm not well.

Oh well, I'm recovering and dearie is coming tonight at 10pm! YEAH.................

Thursday, September 28, 2006

15 Sept- MOS night with colleagues

Heee... This entry is very the late... But never the less, I guess it's a little worth mentioning. Had a good time with my colleagues, but I didn't like MOS that much. The music and crowd not exactly to my liking.

Anyway, we were playing with their camera phones and as usual, I stole the pictures from Chiawling with permission. Hehehehe. As you can see, the pictures are more or less modified to her blog. I don't have the pictures lar, so no choice but to copy. :D

I thought I look quite... Good here? I don't know if she touched it up or it's just me. :P:P:P:P:P



This is the group of us who went. Clockwise: Ramon, Chiawling, Me, and Andri(Whose face is cut off)

Estee joined us later that day. But I already left when they took this second picture. :P For those who know me long enough, I'm not a night person. :D hehehehe...
Left to right: Chiawling, Estee, Andri and Ramon.

Maybe I'll go to Clarke Quay again another day. Got a lot of good restaurants there. Heee...

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

I'm feeling mean...

Glad that Paris Hilton is finally treated like any normal human being. My usual MSN pop up on the latest gossip showed that she is charged for drink driving. Hopefully she will learn not to be such a spoilt brat anymore. :P

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Busy yet Fun Saturday!






Pictures courtesy of Chiawling. I grabbed it from her blog. Hahaha... Opps, sorry...

I have a wonderful weekend!

Sat, we went to East Coast with mom and Dear. Meet my good colleagues there. Ramon, Chiawling, Boon Hong, Waty and many more. Somehow, thanx to the host of the day, I was saboed to be one of the team leaders to the telematches. I must really say we played very well!We played that catepillar chair game, memory game, tug of war and dog and bone. We won the first 2 games, came in 2nd for tug of war(we played against the logistic people, no way to win man... and they were all MEN! Sheesh...) but lost the dog and bone(all don't know how to play) Haha... Anyway, we were overall champions! Heee....

Mom had a good shoulder massage there, I was busy enjoying East Coast Park with Dear. And playing with my colleague dog. :D

After the whole event, we headed home to shower and head down to Suntec for Daddy's company event, family movie. Hahaha.. We watched Miami Vice. Was not a very fantastic movie. Didn't enjoy it much. Not recommended...

Evening, went for dinner with Sishi, Yan ying, Christon, Cuilin and boyfriend to celebrate YY's birthday. I don't have pictures for that yet. So will post it later when I have it. ;)

Friday, September 08, 2006

Sorry...

But I don't like someone. Good for her that she is being punished for something. She's is such a spoilt brad. Sorry for those who like her. I just don't like the way she behave. As if she owns the whole world and the world owes her a living. http://news.ninemsn.com.au/article.aspx?id=85748

Monday, September 04, 2006

I'm back........

From KL just in case you don't know. Hehe... I had a wonderful time!

Arrived KL at 11pm, was 1 hour early but dearie was already there waiting for me and welcomed me with his warm arms. *I like the feeling... * Went home (his place) and he had his oyster omellete (I bought from Newton, he likes it) with his Dad and Sis while I was having my shower. Had a good cold sleep.

Somehow I woke up with multiple eyelids! ARGH!!! Oh well, no choice. Had mee hoon kway for lunch. YUM... :D And we headed for Port Dickson! Haha... I don't know why by the time we reach our hotel it was 5+pm. :P ok, we did some hotel hunting there. We settle at Guoman Hotel. Was really the nicest hotel there. The swimming pool was great. And because this was quite a last minute decision to go swimming, I had to buy a cheap swimming suit. haha... Not very ex lar, normal price I think. About S$30 for the swimming tankini top and beach shorts. We had sooooooooooooo much fun swimming and playing with water. Hahaha... :P

Was quite late when we left our room for dinner. Went to the hotel restaurant to see the buffet, but the spread was that fantastic and was quite ex. RM67+++ per pax. So we drove out and found a seafood restaurant. Got quite a lot of people, so thought it would be quite good. We ordered couples meals. Only RM60 for 2 of us. We had steamed crab, butter prawns, stir fried lala, top shell in thai salad, stir fry fish fillet in spring onions and fried sotong. Yum! Was so much... And yet we ordered pizza hut. Haha... That was for our supper/breakfast. Went back to the hotel to watch Lake house on DVD. Hmmm I feel asleep after that and he continued playing Resident Evil.

Woke up late on Sunday again! Haha... We played a little table tennis and whacking each other. Haha... We later went to the beach for a walk. Had ice cream there too. And checked out of the hotel. He then drove me to Sungei Wang to buy my make up box for my freelance make up assignments. And went home for more crabs! haha... His dad is a great cook! Was yummy, comparable to that in any seafood restaurants. hee... Poor Robbie cannot eat, he will probably choke himself. But we did shared durians with Robbie. Haha... Poor boy, got to get caged up for a while because he will bark at the baby who's visiting her grandparents. Hee........ She always look different whenever I see her. Not sure if it's the same baby in the first place. Haha.. :P

Friday, September 01, 2006

I'm going...........

to KL again. Hehehehe.. Don't miss me too much. :P

Monday, August 28, 2006

Weekends are too short!

Woke up quite early on Sat to get my salad done and all. Went to ChinaTown market which is now relocated to beside Outram MRT with my mom. We did some marketing, bought 30 prawn wantons, 30 "siew mai"s (all for my brother's chalet), fish and I forget what. Hahaha.. :P The weather is so hot! Like an oven. Geeeeeeeeeees.... Mom tapaoed some fish porridge and yam cake for lunch.

Afternoon met up with Wanxin and we just walked aimlessly around Bugis. Haha... So many things, so many nice things, but I can't wear them. Still too fat, though I'm told I've lost some weight. Sighz. Sad. Will work harder! Haha... :P Oh, I bought a pinkish-red top. Wanxin thought was really nice on me, then when I showed my parents, they had no comments. So sad. haha... :P

Sunday was another like busy day leh. Sighz. Woke up quite late, all my meals were pushed back by like 4 hours! Haha... Went out with my parents to Toa Payoh(as usual), then go see cars... Hohoho... Like no nice cars leh, maybe I'm still dreaming of my BMW. Hahahahahaha.... Anyway, we popped by Parkway to buy my Manilulur body scrub from Indonesian Jamu Shop. Sells all Indonesian stuff. The scrub is so cheap! 3 tubs for $10! It's on promotion. But even when not on promotion, it's only like $5 per tub. Yet to try it out!

Evening met up with Chewpeng. Went to NTUC, supposed to buy chocolate chip cookie ingredients, we ended up buying the ready mix. Haha.. so lazy us. :P Was not too bad lar. The first few trays were too soft and chewy that it's all broken. The second one, double chocolate chip, looks nice and good. I haven't tried them. :P Will tell you later lar. Hahahaha...

OH! Yesterday marks the end of my detox program. The results? Very much more radiant skin and 3 KG lost! WOO HOO! Hahaha... Oh well.................. Time to maintain and lose more weight to wear nicer clothes! HA!

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Cute pictures!

I can't help but put this picture in. :D

Monday, August 21, 2006

Sunday, August 13, 2006

My very late birthday present

As promised... A nice whole entry for this and with pictures! My dear Wanxin gave me a.......... TADA!

Wanxin with my birthday present!


Well, she got one for herself too! A cat version. Ha! What's new about her? hehe... Cat woman. ;)


Well, you know cats and dogs don't match. They will fight! I was just trying to stop them from fighting further.. Oh well, I guess the owners got to take control. ;)


Ok, so we, the owners of our "pets", decided to make PEACE. ;) Just the two of us.


Oh, and this picture is taken for me to practice smiling without showing my teeth while I'm haivng braces. Haha.. Not that bad right? ;)

Haha.. okiez, adios for now! ;)

Monday, August 07, 2006

Alright...

It has been sometime since I last blog. So I shall now get my lazy ass and start updating. haha.. :P

Sometime ago, about last month lar, not too long ago, I finally received my very late birthday present from my dearest best friend in my heart Wanxin. A very cute personal alarm which don't look like a personal alarm. It looks like a stuffed doggie key chain! Haha.. I will post the photo up when I'm home and not lazy. ;)

And yes! I finally took off for 2 fruitful days after my long awaited comfimation of my job. So congrats to me. ;)

I spent the 2 days celebrating my Dear's birthday! Happy birthday my Dearest. I hope you like all the presents! We spent such good quality time hunting for best deals for the present. haha.. Oh well, I enjoyed the time spent together. We then spent Friday, Saturday and Sunday on our way to Langkawi with Dearest and his family! Family outing huh. Hee.. I think I shall write on the next post or something. Am getting alittle lazy at the moment! lolz...........

Oh yah, those of you going to KL and might be interested in a goooooooooooooood massage or spa like treatment, head down to The Curve and look for the shop "Urban Retreat". It's going to be open somewhere in October! Recommended by me won't go wrong one. ;)

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

I'm having a great time!

Thanx for all those who replied in my blog. I have been feeling great! Yes I understand everyone goes through changes. I have also picked up a new hobby! Well not a but a few I guess.

I just finished my 6 days grooming course, did a fondation of skin care and total body grooming (should be getting a cert for that), and am doing a nutrition course at the moment and will be going for my cert in nutrition too! I guess I feel like I'm into this and I enjoy doing it. Anyone can come and ask me about them and I will be happy to help out in anyway. Maybe sometime in the near future, I'll give a talk about it. ;)

Monday, June 26, 2006

I'm crazy...

I don't know how to get this feeling out of me.

After watching the salsa competition at Palawan last night, I felt immediate alienation and inferior complex. I felt like a fat bull among the countless swans. That goes without saying, all the lady contestants were so hot and sexy. I pathetically look down at the salsa shoes I was wearing, and looked up at all those socialling and competiting when they're so new to salsa. I'm not even half there. I don't know if it's self pity, but I felt so sad. Some old friends, when met, it felt nice that they remembered you, but some just simply forgotten you. It's like you're no longer needed. I think the problem could be me. There's nothing to do with another people. Maybe this scene is no longer for me or I'm just waiting my someone to get me going. Else I guess, I've to see other options of interest perhaps.

Life has been tough. It has always been for me. Though graduated and should be happily working, yet I still feel sad. There was no time for me to do so many things. I have yet to continue my piano, cook for at least my mom, learn all about make up and skin care, find the time to effectively shed off some pounds and tone up.

Now also got to live up to parents expectations and some future stuff. I'm just so tired. I can't find happy things here expect whenever I'm overseas. This is nuts I know. It feel like it's going to tumble down one day and I wonder who is going to be there when it comes.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

I'm so happy and excited.

Hehe... I just feeling happy.......... Because...... I had a great time with dear dear in KL. Went around for great food and great movies! Went around pigging sinfully with dear dear without putting on weight. Hee.. Strange huh? Oh well.... I had a great time lar. I also don't know how to describe.

Monday and Tuesday was pretty stressful. Was rushing an assignment for my boss to bring over to demo to our client. Yesterday was the date due. I'm glad that I finished it on time. I'm feeling satisfied and got good comments! Woohoo! Happy happy...

Will now concentrate on job, my skills, exercise, friends and my baby. Hmm is that too much? :D

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

I got nothing good to write about.

I'm stressed everyday. Not enough sleep, work tiring. Got this to do, got that to do.........I'm going to break down soon.

Perhaps the good thing is I will be getting away for a while to my usual break away place, KL. Hopefully I can sleep more...

Thursday, June 01, 2006

She will be loved?

"She Will Be Loved"
by Maroon 5
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want moreI don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
[in the background]Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Yeah[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

I should stop

Writing sad stuff... There's so much more happy stuff. Sighz... The past 2 weekends, he drove all the way down just to keep me company and to join JC friends, poly friends, my pastor friend and her gang on different occasion.

I made a good buddy happy yesterday. Pheli babe had a slight new change on her blog and she's so happy. I feel so happy too. :) That makes me feel like revamping my boring blog site too. :D

Hmm, the reason I'm jogging, yeah... partly because I want to lose some weight, but not working lar. Don't know why... But also because I will more energetic at work. If I don't jog in the morning, I feel very very tired and sleepy. So.. Yah, it's sort of a kick start to a good day.

Just so happened that I was having a bad time at work... And I want to learn so many things. I isolate myself for a while but I couldn't so I vented out frustration on innocent people. It took some time before realising it. But damage is done, everything's fine now.

Wonder why they say life is full of ups and downs? That's why lar... BLEAH

Friday, May 26, 2006

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry, I misunderstood.
I'm sorry for being so petty.
I'm sorry for trying to be too perfect and become overly stressed.
I'm sorry... Forgive me.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

What went wrong?

Here I am, tearing at the blog of other happy girls. All I want is love and mutual understand. Stop angering at me or fake angering at me.

I've already plan for the future. I want to look good on that special day. I want flawless skin, shapelier body and good health. Classes do not end earlier, but I want to try to rush things.

Why time is never enough? By the time I reach home, it's almost 11.30pm. Just because I said, "You are so bad", and the child's saying, "Don't want you then you know" it all wraps up a relationship?

Sometimes I wish there's more time for me to do everything. But no... time is NEVER enough. People says, "I don't have time to exercise". This saying is true, given the kind of schedule I have. I really don't have the time in the day. So, I wake up at 6am to jog for fitness. I really don't want to put anymore nonsense saying in my head. It has enough. Already I don't have sleep. I don't want to think about this.

I'm waiting for a time where I can spend a loving lovely time at Redang like some enjoyed. Sounds romantic...

Sad

Don't think I can sleep well tonight. I hate myself, how pathetic... No one loves me anyway... except my parents.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Damn you cockroach

How dare you disturb my bath this morning... People jog this morning for 30 mins and need a bath badly and you must come and intrude my precious bathing time.

Heroric Mom came to the rescue and KILL you damn cockroach. So big somemore. :s

Another boring day... I need sleep... :(

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Hmmm tell me your comments.

You scored as Mathematics. You should be a Math major! Like Pythagoras, you are analytical, rational, and when are always ready to tackle the problem head-on!

Mathematics

75%

Dance

67%

Chemistry

67%

Engineering

67%

Biology

67%

Philosophy

58%

Sociology

58%

English

58%

Journalism

50%

Psychology

50%

Anthropology

50%

Art

50%

Linguistics

50%

Theater

50%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Friday 30 mins, Monday 30 mins, today 30 mins of jogging. Weekend too tired and lazy. Haha...

Sad... Daddy left the house for Hilston. Maybe away for 2 weeks, 1 month or 2 months. :'(

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Jog jog jog

Thurs jog, Friday jog...

Saturday: in KL! hehehe... I had a sinful weekend! I had soft shell crab for lunch, marmite crab and salted egg crab for dinner! YUMMY!!! Thanx DEAR. I feel so fat. :P

Sunday: Had ban mian for breakfast... YUMMY! Went up to Genting and went to the Mushroom farm. Rain, so stayed in the hotel a while and watched movie. :D So funny, coz we brought our own DVD and DVD player to watch movie. :P Genting Theme Park was packed! Gees... So we didn't go and play. Had a really good dinner at Gohtong Jaya. Had prawn mee cooked in Malaysian style, fish and veggies. So YUMMY again! :D At night, we to the Indoor Arcade. Wanted to go to the Indoor Theme Park for the Labour Day Promotion, only RM12 per entry after midnight, but I was too tired. :P

Monday: Morning, woke up and got dressed and we went for breakfast at the hotel. Nothing much left. Prefered the Ban MIAN. Hehe... :P Anyway, we went to the Outdoor Theme Park and wanted to take 2 roller coaster rides, but I suddenly felt like a chicken. Dare not sit. :S So ended up playing the Gold Cart. Hehe.. Very fun! Slowest racer around. :P

Had lunch at Mushroom farm before we headed for home where I got to pack and get ready to leave Malaysia. :( Watched one last movie at home before I left. Sad...

Tues: Morning-Jog for 30 mins then worked then collect my stuff in the evening.

Wed: Morning jog 30 mins. then work and went for a talk.

Thurs: Morning jog for 30 mins. Now working. Tonight got class. :D

That's all from me!

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

I would like to thank...

It's a little late, but never the less, would like to thank:

For the birthday SMSes
Wanxin
Kok Fei
Kaili
Elaine
James
Hui er
Chin Fee

For the birthday wishes
Loreen
Caren
Mom
Dad
Brother

For the birthday call
Yana
Chewpeng

For the birthday note
Tim

For coming and the first to greet me
My dearieeeeeee of course. =)

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Getting sadder but more enegetic!

Wah, I just realised I've been exercising... Like hobby like that...

Lets see, last Thurs and Friday jogged non-stopped for 30 mins. Sat rest, Sunday swim for an hour unknowingly. Monday stomach pain, no exercise, yesterday, jogged 35 mins non-stop, this morning jogged another 35mins non-stop.

Hmmm... but why is my weight not going down?!?!?!?!?! Sad... :'( But on the brighter side, I'm more alert at work. :)

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

I can do it!

Hmmm... Where did I stopped? :D Went swimming on Sat, Sun morning for average 40 mins. Sick on Monday, so no exercise, jog 15 mins and walk for another 15 mins yesterday and jogged for 25 mins and 5 mins walk this morning!

Fats BURN BURN BURN... Wah haha...

Anyway, I was amazed by this news I read in today's Straits Times. "JC student commit suicide because he was convinced that his private parts were small." Sheesh... To make things worse, he was from top JC and good in his studies that he can take S papers, got girlfriend and mother support. Hai...

Guys, pls don't do such silly things ok?

Friday, April 14, 2006

Exercise exercise...

Lets see... I went jogging for 15 mins, 15 walk on Wednesday morning, 20 mins jog, 10 mins walk Thursday morning and 45 mins swimming today. :p

FATS BURN BURN.................................

Monday, April 10, 2006

Happy Birthday to me...

Haha... happy weekend was spent going shopping with Dearieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Meals together.

But good things always comes to an end fast. :(

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Happy?

Seems like today started off BAD.

Forgot to put Mom's HP back in her bag. :( Got scolding. :(

Web maintainance girl came in to take a picture of my new colleague to be put up on the Company's intranet. And he has to write a short introduction about himself.

Me? I don't have ANYTHING! Guess not really wanted in here. A contract job, not given leave, have to take NO PAY leave if I want a day off, no orientation given.

Very sad.

Monday, April 03, 2006

SO SAD!

Whilst reading another blog where a guy is blogging about his experience in using u-Zap, there is a picture of his beer belly at 37 inch. And my colleague commented, "wah so big." Then I said the person got 37 inch waist line. Then casually asked, what's his. "28 inches" he said. So, of course for a guy, he is thin, so I commented, "why you so skinny?" And he answered, "Why are you so fat?"

HMPH! I'm healthy ok! I went swimming for a good 40 mins non-stop yesterday and jogging this morning! :P

Sunday, March 26, 2006

I miss...

Walking hand in hand down the streets.



That's me, the smiling baby tiger when I get kisses...

Dreaming...

This morning feeling little happy...
I had thoughts about us going to Wild Wild Wet together and doing the things we always do as one.
I saw us going everywhere in Melbourne together and always laughing, smiling, holding and were so loving.
I saw us going around your country together as happily.
I saw us going around Singapore and spending time at home happily.

Then Daddy came in. Then I woke up. Then I realised I was dreaming. I cannot stop thinking about you. I wish there can be a way to cultivate a little more faith and trust in me. I don' want to dream anymore.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

I wish

I wish I have this kind of hug everyday. Me being the brown tiger.

I cannot sleep

Got awoken by a call.
Got scolded again.
Got tears running again.
Got the call again.
Got the same question again.
Got to answer the same question again.
Got to get another answer.
Got accused for giving that answer.
Got accused for not giving love.

Heart pain... Wish I can jump and end all miseries.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

I am now not torlerant to snacks/tea

I have discovered a weird truth.

Ever since I started my "healthy" lifestyle, by eatting healthy and exercising, I am now NOT able to snack at all. The consequence? A VERY BAD STOMACH PAIN which feels like gallstone. :( I don't even know now if I'm having that.

It started with Sat, had a little light black glutinuos rice dessert (Oh Ju) with very little coconut at 4pm. Then at night, I suffered a stomach pain. It wasn't too bad as I took po chai pills. The same thing happened on Sunday, I had an indian donut, the pain came back again at night. :( Took po chai pills and everything was back to normal.

Monday. Nothing happened because I didn't snack. Tuesday. I started to have stomach pain after having some gummies at 2pm. :( Too stress started to eat a little, then pain. :( The pain got worse at night. Didn't subsize until I sleep. :(

Why why why? Am I really not able to enjoy what I use to like to eat? :( So sad. The only good thing is that I will eat less rubbish. :(

To tell you the truth, I'm scared... Really scared... :(

Friday, March 17, 2006

SQC

What is SQC? It stands for Singapore Quality Class. Wow, today then I know that my company has an SQC lisence. How cool is that? Hee... Went for an hour's briefing today. Was quiet interesting.

It wasn't as boring as what some people describe. Perhaps because it's my first time listening to this, so it isn't that boring. Learnt some stuff from my boss too.

I guess today has been an ok day so far lar. My mood is much better. I'm feeling fatter again. Had some biscults for tea. :P hungry lar. :(

Anyway, I hope to maintain my healthy lifestyle lar. That way, I'll be more energetic than ever! Yeah!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Love will keep us alive...

I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you’ve given me the will to survive
When we’re hungry...
love will keep us alive

Don’t you worry
Sometimes you’ve just gotta let it ride
The world is changing
Right before your eyes
Now I’ve found you
There’s no more emptiness inside
When we’re hungry...
love will keep us alive

I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do

I was standing
All alone against the worlk outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you’ve given me the will to survive
When we’re hungry...
love will keep us alive

When we’re hungry...
love will keep us alive
When we’re hungry...
love will keep us alive

I'm certain that I've some talent.

I may not be the queen of salsa, but I am certainly is one in the eyes of my classmates in Uni and Poly. I feel quite sure if I were to continue, I will certainly be part of the hot people around. You know, I've stopped. And you know why.

Am now moving on to a new hobby with my girlfriends shopping and chatting and doing all the girls' stuff that guy's ain't suppose to know. And I know certainly that I have some talent in it. Am approached for some tips and advice before. Perhaps the girls think that I have some sense in colours and knowing what's best for our own pocket.

But... I don't know why I always seems so wrong for myself. I don't know what's best for myself. I always land up myself into the kind of things I LAST hope for. All I hope for is to improve myself and making myself looking like one of those beautiful people you see on the streets. I know I am not one... YET. But I'm moving towards that goal.

It would be easier for me now to support myself because I'm so blessed with beautiful and caring people around me. Got myself a good job. Dolling up and improving shouldn't be too difficult.

Yet I feel like I'm suffering. My eyes continuously feels sore, my heart feels that I will never achieve what I'm hoping for. My mind tells me that it's silly to feel that way, but how can you tell my heart not to feel that way?

I need to rest...

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

I cut my precious LONG hair.

haha.. Yah... I have a cute fringe now. :P No more split ends! Yeah! Now waiting for my hair to be more shiney. :P

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Bah...

I haven't been jogging on Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday... Guilty guilty guilty now.. :S
Still did the 200 crunches, 30 squats, 20 pushes ups and some hula hoops on Sunday and Monday. Don't whether can remedy the lag or not. :P

Anyway, I had a fun filled weekend! Meet up with my poly girls on Sat for Marlisa's engagement party. Marlisa was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO beautiful. And Cuilin was so HOOOOOOOOOOOT HOTHOTTTTTTTTTTTT. :D We headed to Taka for dinner where we met Sishi... Had a good dinner and had a really good time chatting. You know, girls talk. :D

Tried going to the IT show on Sunday but when Chewpeng and I got to the bridge leading to Suntec, there was a JAM! Human JAM! And it wasn't moving. :S So... We ended up at Sim Lim Sq and got the stuff Chewpeng needed. After which we went to do some "shopping". :D I don't think I can really say it here. But anyway, I ended up seeing things that I like! Am now thinking about going back to actually buy them. :P We did a lot of things lar, like dinner and looking at beauty products. :D What to do when you have 2 girls shopping together. :D

I love it, like an all girls weekend. Hopefully I will be able to job tonight! :P

Friday, March 10, 2006

Feeling all energetic!

Oh, I made a mistake in the previous post, there are 5 murders in a row. :S I've mentioned 3 in the last entry. The other 2 is actually 2 in 1. :( This man killed his China wife who is 7 months pregnant. Sad huh... Anyway... All the cases have been solve within a few days.

PHEW! 2 consecutive days of exercising! My legs are pretty sore now. Haha... I went jogging on Wednesday for 20 mins only. Enough to KILL. Hahaha... Yesterday morning woke up at 6.50am to do 200 crunches, 20 push ups and 30 squats, 20 mins of hula hoop. Jogged for 20 min, 75 crunches, 10 push ups and 20 squats in the evening. Woke up this morning at 6.40. Did 100 crunches, 40 squats, 20 push ups and 20 mins of hula hoop. My body is feeling all sore now. Haha.. but I'm feeling all awake! Woo hoo! I think I will continue this healthy lifestyle.

I wonder if it's healthy. :P

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

What is the wrong with Singapore MAN?

First we had this Las Vegas KTV boss shot at his home in Serangoon then the recent 2 year old girl being killed by her own step father and threw her body at Aljunied Flyover and the latest a malay man got murdered at Henderson.

What is going on with these murderers? Don't they know the consequences? They know it's a crime and yet they do it. They try to run away, but come on, I think the Singapore police are not stupid. I'm quite glad to have such a justice force, they solve the case quite quickly and swiftly.

I feel so sad for the little 2 year old. So young and innocent, and have yet to experience more fun things at her age. And the KTV boss, shot when his wife and daughter in the house. How horrible is that? Sighz...

I believe that even the biggest problem that makes you feel like hurting something can be solved in a calm and diplomatic way. No need for violence. Hai... Going to continue my work now. ciaozzz

Friday, March 03, 2006

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Weekend was good

I know it's a little late to update about the weekend. But I guess it's better late than never.

Well, Saturday was really a hectic day. Well, not really hectic lar... Woke up at 9am, and went for a swim from 9.10am till 9.50am. Hopefully some calories were burnt. Had a light brunch and waited for dad to view houses starting from 2pm. Had a little hoo haa during this time... Eye sores etc...

Dad liked a place at Balmoral and I personally feel that it's an exclusive residential area but not exactly to my liking because the MRT is still not within walking distance. Have to take a bus down to Orchard. :( So... Anyway, the places that we saw were all around the area. The price is quite a rocket and I felt that it was not worth. It's not near market nor MRT. Finish viewing at almost 4++++pm.

Went home to rest and talk to someone special. Going to KL this Friday. :D Don't say again. :P Anyway, I met my dear JC sisters, Kaili, Doreen and Yana. We had dinner together at Breeks. Food was not too bad. Had individual presents from Yana to make it a sisterly necklance. :D And had present from Doreen, belated Xmas. *faints* :D Walked around AMK, bought girly stuff. Was so nice meeting them again. :D

Sunday was a more hectic day. Though woke up at 9am, was not enough for the marketing at 9.30am till almost 10.20am to view another house at 10.30am and went to look at other house. Love the concept of an apartment at Lincoln Road, but was too small and too expensive. :(

Attend a meeting with my parents, and continued the journey to looking at house again in the evening. BIG PLACE, but hell loads of renovation to do if we were to move in. :( No perfect place. Sad...

Ah... that's the weekend lar...

Friday, February 24, 2006

Diet day 2 and 3

I guess it's so good so far without starving myself. Had vegterian beehoon with veggies and fish slice soup for lunch on Wed and Thurs respectively.

Did routines of 200 crunches, 30 push ups and 30 squats on Wed, 200 crunches, 30 push ups and 40 squats yesterday. Haha... Did these and made me a little tired. :S haha... I thought a few more times of routines I should be able to do the routines together with swim or run(which I planned lar.. haha) I wish I'm one of those who have high metabolism rate to burn all the fats and stay slim and sexy. hehe...

However, life is short. Spend a great dinner with my mom last night. Didn't eat till the brim though. We shared a bowl of "La mien", steam fish, veggies and steam dumplings. Not bad huh. And the food was good. You know those from Crystal Jade? Yeah, that one. All the portions were small and shared between my mom and I.

Am going out with my mom again tonight, to a company's dinner which she is invited to. I think it would be quite fun... The theme is Retro, and the DJ and host is Venetta Lopez of Class 95.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Diet Day1

ok... so yesterday was a better day... I guess...
My programming partly solved...
Went for a 20 mins swim last evening.
Had a healthy yong tau foo soup, with ikan bilis rice.

Not bad lar I guess.
Slept early too! :D

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Plan Failed!

Ah! I didn't swim yesterday. Became too tired and sleepy when I came home. :( Hopefully I will swim later this evening...

Programming stuck at Treeview with check boxes at the moment! Anyone knows is welcome to help.

Monday, February 20, 2006

Plan for the week

Afterwork

Monday: dinner then 15 mins swim

Tuesday: dinner then 30 mins swim

Wednesday: dinner then 1 hour swim

Thursday: dinner then 1 hour swim

Friday: dinner then 1 hour swim

Saturday: Morning wake up, breakfast, see house (maybe), lunch, rest, dinner with Yana, Doreen and Kaili!

Sunday: Morning 1 hour swim, see house, lunch, enbloc meeting, dinner

Everyday includes calling my one and only. :D

Friday, February 17, 2006

Cute OVERLOADED! :D

I found this absolutely cute website. Enjoy. :) http://cuteoverload.com/

Roses

Got this off someone's blog. :) Sorry if you don't like me taking it, but I just simply want to keep it and share it with everyone. I hope someone reads this and give me the appropriate number of roses. :D Dearie........ THAT"S A HINT TO YOU. If you read this lar. hehe...

Here it goes:...

A single stalk of rose - "Love at first sight" or "I still love you"

A single rose (any colour) - "Simplicity & gratitude"

3 roses - "I love you"

7 roses - "I'm infatuated with you"

9 roses - "We'll be together forever"

10 roses - "You are perfect"

11 roses - "You are My Treasured One"-

12 roses - "Be mine!"

13 roses - "Friends forever"

15 roses - "I'm truly sorry"

20 roses - "I'm truly sincere towards you"

21 roses - "I'm dedicated to you"

24 roses - "Forever yours"

25 roses - "Congratulations"

36 roses - "Remembering our romantic times"

40 roses - "My genuine love for you"

50 roses - Unconditional love

99 roses - "I will love you all the days of my life"

101 roses - "I'm completely devoted to you"

108 roses - "Will you marry me?"

999 roses - "I love you till the end of time"

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

What did you do this Valentine?

Some dread it...
Some hate it...
Some simply LOVE it whether you're single or attached.

Before I start my studies in Melbourne, I used to go out with my best friend Wanxin and celebrate this special day together. We weren't attached then but nevertheless, we like that day a lot. We will have a meal together and buy flowers for each other and sometimes exchange presents. :D And I still keep those flowers till date. Of course the flowers have been dried. She did the same to those flowers as well. My other best friend Chewpeng, we will always exchange presents too. I never throw or give away things that are given to me. So, my collection of things has accumulated over the years.

Now that I have completed my studies and started work, it's a little more challenging to how we can keep these. Wanxin's working too. Chewpeng's studying. Chewpeng did asked for a date. And at that time I already had a date with the beautician to do something for my scars. :D OOps... We ought to meet soon. I miss those days. :D

Then my mother went to cancel it at the last minute to spend the dinner with me. :D So mother and daugther went out on a Valentine's dinner. :D We had pomfret steamboat. Was not that fantastic. We ordered a yam basket too but tasted like yucks. :S Maybe we ordered the wrong thing. :S

Before we left the steamboat restaurant, we met our neighbour with her son. :D Seems like the singles valentine were well spent with parents. Hehe... I love it.

The thing that made my day was an early morning msg from my dearest dearie. Went to the office with a happy feeling and later feeling SO SO So tired.... :S The programming for the day had kill some of my brain cells. :D You see, I'm a lousy programmer. Still learning. And so much more to learn.

Oh, one nice thing happened yesterday too. Left office half an hour later to see how my collegues start up the system, which I had a small part in, in my boss' laptop. Was a nice feeling. My boss said if the system is able to set up in his laptop, he would demo it in HK today to their potential client. Sounds good right? :D

Though Dearie couldn't spend Valentine with me on the actual day, he made up by coming over the weekend to spend a preValentine which I enjoyed very much. Had a simple dinner, walked around AMK, esplanade and East Coast. And later did what we enjoyed most... Watching a movie at home together. Hee...

Oh well, better get back to work. ;)

Thursday, February 09, 2006

I shall just leave the title blank. Don't know what title to put also.

I'm just feeling depressed today. Seems like whatever I do is NEVER right or make my parents happy. In a way, I'm feeling useless and stupid.

At work, I feel so DARN dumb. :( Seems like I'm a very slow programmer compared to the other programmer in the team.

Seems like I didn't regain any confidence at all over these years. The fear of losing and failing is still there. :(

On the bright side, Dearie is coming over this weekend to spend an early valentine. Well, that's my happy thoughts and something that makes me feel good.

.........

Everything I do at home is not right no matter how I try.
Everything I do at work, I have no confidence.
Life sux.

Monday, February 06, 2006

Programming

I've finish my part already I guess. Now waiting for my colleague to teach me the next part. Hee.. Oh well, I learnt that my company is quite an innovative company always having new ideas to having new things.

Anyone out there hope there's an IT tech but not implemented do let me know. :)

Back to learning the rest of the codings. :P

Friday, February 03, 2006

updates

Right, I haven't been updating for sometime now. Just in case some of you are wondering where I am now, I'm right now in my office in Singapore. Yes, I found a job and it is my 3rd day of work here. I'm doing programming... As if I'm not sick of it in uni and poly days. Haha.. Anyway, it's a job, so just take it lar! hehehe I might do marketing after sometime of programming. See how things goes first.

Anyway, currently, my dearie is in Singapore with his parents for the CNY holidays. We went out as a family for dinner on Wednesday and yesterday. Couldn't join them in the day because of work. :S Malaysia has he whole week off. So lucky right? :( Anyway, I will be gong up to KL tonight and will be back on Sunday night.

So... here's just a short update lar. I'm really sleepy now. :P

Friday, January 13, 2006

http://froliconyour.com

Yes Siong Yin, as promised, advertising your website on my blog. :) Anyway, readers of my blog(I wonder if there's any one still reading after not updating for such a long time), do visit this site, it's really quite interesting and funny. Destress yourself yah? http://froliconyour.com

Thursday, January 12, 2006

I'm home

Right, I haven't been blogging for a long time. In summary of what I have been doing. 18 Dec night, touched down in Singapore with my family. Met up with Phelicia and Wanxin before I left for KL on the 22 Dec morning. Went up with Chewpeng and had the train ride together with her sister Chew Ting.

Spent hot and romantic Christmas in Penang with him, spend most of my time with his family all in different shopping malls. Hee... And no I didn't shop a lot. Firstly, I didn't bring a lot of money, so bought a pair of shoes for new year and his mom gave me 2 tops as gifts.

Spend New Year's eve with his friends at his friend's new house. I would say it's a nice clean gathering lar. Not something very weird. I like it. Came back on 3 Jan and attend Kam's wedding, who is now in honey moon at Cairns, on the 4th.

The first thing I did when I came home was to pack my house. It's in a mess. To make things worse, my brother had crashed the computer system. Seems like cannot really fix the problem. Sighz.. My computers just won't listen to what I what it to do. So sian sian sian... :(

My house has no furnitures now. I'm almost done with my room. Can start meeting up with more friends. hee...

Have to send my resume to companies soon also. NO money! Sad..................

Anyway, the up side is DEARie is coming to Singapore! I'm happy happy happy! haha... :P

Ok lar, I want to wash up and watch TV. Will try to blog soon.