張：你早就該拒絕我　不該放任我的追求　　給我渴望的故事　留下丟不掉的名字

莫：時間難倒回　空間易破碎　　二十四小時的愛情是我一生難忘的美麗回憶

張：越過道德的邊境　我們走過愛的禁區　　享受幸福的錯覺　誤解了快樂的意義

莫：是誰太勇敢說喜歡離別　只要今天不要明天　　眼睜睜看著愛從指縫中溜走　還說再見張：不夠時間好好來愛你　

莫：早該停止風流的遊戲

合：願被你拋棄　就算瞭解而分離　不願愛得沒有答案結局

張：不夠時間好好來恨你　

莫：終於明白恨人不容易合：愛恨消失前　用手溫暖我的臉　為我證明我曾真心愛過你　　愛過你　愛過你　愛過你　愛過你　愛過你　愛過你

Zhang: You have long been the refusal of my pursuit of laissez-faire, I should not have The story I want to leave can not afford to lose the name of

MO: Time stumped back to space easy to break 24 hours of love is my beautiful memories to last a lifetime

Zhang: We have come across the borders of morality restricted area of love Enjoy the illusion of happiness misunderstood the meaning of happiness

Mo: Who is so brave that as long as today, not tomorrow, like the parting Watched love slip through our fingers also said good-bye

Zhang: insufficient time to properly come to love you,

Mo: the game is long overdue to stop airflow

All: willingness to be abandoned even if you do not want to understand the separation of love with no answer to the outcome of

Zhang: insufficient time to properly come to hate you

Mo: Henren not easy to finally understand

All: Love and disappeared before the hand warm on my face for me to prove I really love you Love you love you love you love you love you love you

曹格 - 新不了情

心若倦了,
xin ruo juan le
If your heart is weary
泪也乾了,
lei ye gan le
And your tears are all dried up.
这份心情,
zhe fen xin qing
This feeling,
难舍难了。
nan she nan liao
Is hard to relinquish or forget.
曾经拥有,
ceng jing yong you
I once used to have,
天荒地老,
tian huang di lao
All the time in the world.
已不见你,
yi bu jian ni
But I haven't seen you,
暮暮与朝朝。
mu mu yu chao chao
For many nights and many days.
这一份情,
zhe yi fen qing
This love,
永远难了
yong yuan nan liao
Is forever difficult to resolve.
愿来生还能,
yuan lai sheng hai neng
I hope in our afterlife,
再度拥抱。
zai du yong bao
We can embrace again.
爱一个人,
ai yi ge ren
Loving someone,
如何斯守到老,
ru he si shou dao lao
How do you remain faithful till you're old?
怎样面对一切,
zen yang mian dui yi qie
How do you face everything,
我不知道。
wo bu zhi dao
I do not know.
回忆过去,
hui yi guo qu
Reviewing the past,
痛苦的相思忘不了,
tong ku de si xiang wang bu liao
The painful memories are unforgettable.
为何你还来,
wei he ni hai lao
Why do you come then,
拨动我心跳。
bo dong wo xin tiao
To make my heart race.
爱你怎么能了,
ai ni zen me neng liao
How is it possible to stop loving you?
今夜的你应该明了,
jin ye de ni ying gai ming liao
Tonight, you should understand,
缘难了情难了。
yuan nan liao qing nan liao.
It is difficult to escape fate,
just as it is difficult to dissolve love.

I'm actually a very sad person on the inside. I don't understand what happen to all the good old manners that our parents that have been passed down? It's seems like those who are nice and polite and seems to know how to be human on the outlook, they are actually very irritating, don't want to let you know. Or maybe just want to keep everything to themselves or don't want to inform you at least until promptly indirectly. Sighz... I'm actually quite hurt after the effort I've done. It seems unappreciative. Everything still evolves around money. Sorry I'm not that rich although I've already tried my best to subsidise as much as possible.

I don't see myself as a petty person. I believe my torlerance level is pretty high, but something that has been accumulated for so long, I finally throw my patience away and keep my silience.

It seems that all that was planned and agreed earlier are all talk. I'm quite disappointed that I have to find my way home from NSRCC. How can I ask another when I thought everything was settled? Really lost and disappointed but yet I have to put a strong front.

And yet I cannot talk to anyone about it. I can't even put the full story here. I have to bottle up everything if not people think that I'm bad mouthing or don't like them or whatever crap story.

Sometimes I feel that it's nice to be alone. No worries, no headaches... sighz...

I'm no superwoman damn it!

I'm so pissed at my demanding HR. As if they can do a better job! If so, they don't need me to be around at all! Can't they be a bit more appreciative? How did they ever become HR? No bloody PA skills at all? Do they really care about our staff welfare? PI! NO! So last minute give me the info, and they want it out by the next day? All they do is complain to my manager if I don't do the job? !@#$%^& lar! You think your things is the only one in the whole world I have to do meh? I already put it out within 2 days! Not forgetting your bloody errors you gave me and I have rectify them for you one by one? Just use what I gave you first. The improvements will come in later when I have more time! I seriously think they need to revise their approach. I'm absolutely sure I'm not the only one in the whole office pissed at them.

Why is it that I have to purchase a flat that's not within my means? What's wrong with the further away places? It's more reasonably priced. Not that I'm psychoed by people. Of course who doesn't want to stay near their parents? Am I nuts not to? I just cannot afford? And just because I cannot afford means cannot marry? I'm going to breakdown soon. !@#$%^

I'm so upset with work and family and future being. My immune system has gone down and I can't talk to anyone about it. I'll just get blast again. So frustrated, so upset, and I'm about to tear... Signing off... *sniff*

I keep getting wedding invites these days... haha... I'm happy for the couples no doubt, but I'm getting broke as well.. hee

Firstly, there's Weiheng's wedding... I did the make up for her as well...

To view more, you can visit my portfolio blog at http://alet88.livejournal.com

And next I had Clarence Ti's wedding... But NO PICTURE! Haven't got it from Clarence... hahaha...

Then in August, I attended Annie's wedding... And all my wonder colleagues and ex-colleagues...

And Andy Ong's wedding... I have a card photo... but I'm lazy... Maybe I'll post that later... Hahaha...

In October... Ah Boon and Sharon's BIG day! With David, Anthony, Alan, Lai, Cassidy and my darling... heee

Last but not least... Shihui's big day! She was gorgeous... But the picture I have doesn't do justice to it. She was tall, sexy and hot!!! And... It was like are union/gathering for my JC friends... haha... I wonder who is next. :x

Hmmm Looks like I wore my Bonito Chico dresses to all the weddings except Ah Boon's. Should I continue wearing them? hahaha... Oh well... Hope you enjoyed the pictures! =)

I'm on MC and I'm in the office. What the hell am I thinking? haha... OH well... the day is passing quite fast today... So... Blog more later!

We went for Stomp yesterday and I totally enjoyed it very much! =) Good company and good food... I can't complain more. :D

Even after cam-whoring at the hawker, it continues in the theatre... haha.... Nice backdrop... =)

And vainity takes it place... hehe...

I'm currently slowly building up my portfolio in make up and hair. Do recommend your friends to me yah? I won't be charging expensive. ;)

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

CHORUS:
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Baby don't you break my heart slow...

Words by Vonda Shepard
Music by Vonda Shepard & James Newton Howard

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken,
Do you say, do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home still thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever
I was believing in you

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow