I shall just leave the title blank. Don't know what title to put also.
I'm just feeling depressed today. Seems like whatever I do is NEVER right or make my parents happy. In a way, I'm feeling useless and stupid.
At work, I feel so DARN dumb. :( Seems like I'm a very slow programmer compared to the other programmer in the team.
Seems like I didn't regain any confidence at all over these years. The fear of losing and failing is still there. :(
On the bright side, Dearie is coming over this weekend to spend an early valentine. Well, that's my happy thoughts and something that makes me feel good.